Whirlwind.

I feel emotionally confused. This is the case for feelings such as sad, stressed, overwhelmed, tired, anxious, etc. I realize as I’m typing this I did not include happiness, joy, calmness, pleasure, euphoria.

I’m unsure of what I’m feeling. It seems like I cannot find a word to explain what cloudiness is going on in my head. I could just be emotionally drained. Too drained to figure out what I feel. Well, here are some random lines in my head at the moment:

• When in doubt, just take the next small step.
• Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
• Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
• Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
• You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
• Family is L.❤.V.E. 
• I am beyond blessed to have a better half, my baby hubs ❤
• Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
• When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
• Dogs are the only thing on earth that loves you more thanthemselves. °Sparkles°Brownie°Marchie°
• Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
• Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
• Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry, God never blinks. 
• Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
• Music is life ♬
• You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
• It's never too late to have a happy childhood.
• When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
• Be eccentric now. 
• No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
• Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
• Forgive everyone & everything.
• What others think of you is none of your business.
• Time heals almost everything. Give time,time.
• However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
• Believe in miracles.
• God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do. ✝
• Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
• Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
• Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
• Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
• All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
• Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
• No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
• Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
• If you don't ask, you don't get.
• If it's meant to be, it'll be.
• Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
• Live,Laugh,Eat,Pray Love.
• The best is yet to come.

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much.

If.

If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolvin' spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you & when the world was through

Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you & I would simply fly away.

Mixed Emotions.

I have always spent so much of emotions, time & energy, concentrating on searching for the wrong answers to the wrong questions only to be stuck at a static mode feeling all drained for the moment.

I have spent these past few years being in love & that is where it all started. When all of your emotions just jumbled into one. This stupid thing called Love. Ironic isnt it? They say its real when it hurts. But does it always have to be that way?

 

It is only a matter of time, I come to realization that this path of love may not be easy, but for as long as we understood the meaning of loving each other, nothing else matters. Nothing else at all. 

Letting things/situations be & letting them grow & evolve is one of my many many biggest challenge. I think that most of the time we’re so busy looking at the shitty things/people around us that we can’t even see how beautiful things are just beyond that.

I have this horrible & wonderful feeling. Well, I cant decide which is winning. But I'm not gonna get this negative vibes get to me. Not today at least.

Life's simple philosophy.

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Sooner or later we realize that we are not here to change ourselves, fix ourselves, improve ourselves or transform ourselves. We are simply here to meet ourselves, accept ourselves, love ourselves & just be ourselves.

Worth it.

Time in motion life's challenges. Living in this life has taught me a lot of lessons.If I want all that life has to offer,I will hold my head up high & expect to receive it. Imma give all that I have & then hold fast & believe that I can do it!

I will not accept whatever life has to offer me &I will never settle for less! I will get from life what I deserve & I will look to get it ALL. Let it be material things, love/just something in life which I hope for,I won't lower my standards because I know that I am worth so much more! -ℬℯℓℓℯ ℬℯℓℓℯ