Whirlwind.

I feel emotionally confused. This is the case for feelings such as sad, stressed, overwhelmed, tired, anxious, etc. I realize as I’m typing this I did not include happiness, joy, calmness, pleasure, euphoria.

I’m unsure of what I’m feeling. It seems like I cannot find a word to explain what cloudiness is going on in my head. I could just be emotionally drained. Too drained to figure out what I feel. Well, here are some random lines in my head at the moment:

• When in doubt, just take the next small step.
• Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
• Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
• Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
• You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
• Family is L.❤.V.E. 
• I am beyond blessed to have a better half, my baby hubs ❤
• Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
• When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
• Dogs are the only thing on earth that loves you more thanthemselves. °Sparkles°Brownie°Marchie°
• Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
• Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
• Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry, God never blinks. 
• Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
• Music is life ♬
• You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
• It's never too late to have a happy childhood.
• When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
• Be eccentric now. 
• No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
• Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
• Forgive everyone & everything.
• What others think of you is none of your business.
• Time heals almost everything. Give time,time.
• However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
• Believe in miracles.
• God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do. ✝
• Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
• Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
• Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
• Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
• All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
• Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
• No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
• Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
• If you don't ask, you don't get.
• If it's meant to be, it'll be.
• Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
• Live,Laugh,Eat,Pray Love.
• The best is yet to come.

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much.

If.

If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolvin' spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you & when the world was through

Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you & I would simply fly away.

Mixed Emotions.

I have always spent so much of emotions, time & energy, concentrating on searching for the wrong answers to the wrong questions only to be stuck at a static mode feeling all drained for the moment.

I have spent these past few years being in love & that is where it all started. When all of your emotions just jumbled into one. This stupid thing called Love. Ironic isnt it? They say its real when it hurts. But does it always have to be that way?

 

It is only a matter of time, I come to realization that this path of love may not be easy, but for as long as we understood the meaning of loving each other, nothing else matters. Nothing else at all. 

Letting things/situations be & letting them grow & evolve is one of my many many biggest challenge. I think that most of the time we’re so busy looking at the shitty things/people around us that we can’t even see how beautiful things are just beyond that.

I have this horrible & wonderful feeling. Well, I cant decide which is winning. But I'm not gonna get this negative vibes get to me. Not today at least.

Life's simple philosophy.

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Sooner or later we realize that we are not here to change ourselves, fix ourselves, improve ourselves or transform ourselves. We are simply here to meet ourselves, accept ourselves, love ourselves & just be ourselves.

Worth it.

Time in motion life's challenges. Living in this life has taught me a lot of lessons.If I want all that life has to offer,I will hold my head up high & expect to receive it. Imma give all that I have & then hold fast & believe that I can do it!

I will not accept whatever life has to offer me &I will never settle for less! I will get from life what I deserve & I will look to get it ALL. Let it be material things, love/just something in life which I hope for,I won't lower my standards because I know that I am worth so much more! -ℬℯℓℓℯ ℬℯℓℓℯ

My inner strength.

I know sometimes I'm like a child, I often disappoint you & you keep forgiving me. When I stumble & fall & need support & love desperately, you're always there for me. When I feel like giving up & letting go, you whisper to me, "You can get through this baby". 

You're the man who manages to hold my heart dearly & not break it. You're my best friend, my inner strength & the only man in this world I can afford to love so much (besides my dad & bro.) 

Quarter of a century.

Turning a year older tomorrow & hopefully a year wiser. I have learned that when I am true to myself I am happiest. There are people out there who are always there to love & support me for who I am. My parents, my bro, my better half & genuine friends.

I know that I need to embrace my childlike, feminine & slightly quirky attitude. However, those are the things that bring the most joy & laughter into my every-day life. Dear Lord, thank your blessings on me. Thank you for blessing me with a wonderful family & an amazing better half! Am beyond blessed & am truly grateful!

Cheers to another year of imperfections but with a better grasp on the woman I was created to be. 

Life never gives us another chance so enjoy

every moment of life like every day is a birthday

Doubts.

Have you even give up on something because you either thought you would never do well enough for it, or that it was too difficult and not worth all your time? I have. Also along the way I have started to doubt myself and everything I believe in. I have grown distant from the person that I once was, & have grown into someone who constantly tries to live up to expectations surrounding my studies & at the same time, trying to juggle responsibilities as well.  

Realization hits me that I've been giving in too much to my emotions lately. I question myself everyday if I'm good enough to explore the things that I've never thought I'm capable of, if I'm good enough to love myself, if I'm good enough to not let my parents down with their high expectations on me, if I'm good enough for YOU or simply, if I'm good enough to understand anything at all.

At times I just wanna run away from matters because of the insufficient courage I have & the lack of faith, especially in believing & hope.

Believe.

Its like my heart drank Red Bull cause it just won't stop racing! I'm so nervous & I think I'm gonna pass out anytime soon! Sometimes, the only thing we can do is wake up each day & dream up a world in which we could live in. Sometimes, the only way is to have hope & in spite of it all, we hold our head up high & take on whatever comes our way knowing that all ends well. Alright. Enough said. In dire need of all the luck in the world.  

Today I could be content, but if I woke up tomorrow, I want to be living life worth being contented for. 

 

2 years & 3 months.

When I need someone to laugh with, you are always there. When I need someone to lean on, you are always there. When I'm silly & stupid, you are always there! LOL! & in times of sorrow & times of joy, you are always there for me.

You are not looking for perfection, not judgmental. You are patient, kind, thoughtful & everything nice! You posses all the qualities one could possibly want. Happy Anniversary to us. 2 years & 3 months & still counting! ♥

My pillar of strength & support.

The one who is always there for me to pick me up when I'm feeling down & knows the best ways to cheer  me up! So blessed!

Bittersweet.

For the past few days I’ve been trying to look at things from a different perspective. But, something just won’t stop haunting me. All the what ifs and what might have been. When you’re living for a reason & that reason is gone, tears start falling while your heart’s breaking but there’s nothing you can do to stop things from withering & then everything goes wrong. You feel all alone. Well, people always say that there’s a time to laugh & a time to cry, a time to say hello & a time to say goodbye. There’s a time to love & not to love. A time to hold on & a time to let go. *shrugs*

YOU came & you’ve seen through me & I guess I did the same thing for you too. But, what we thought was nothing turned out to be something more than we could possibly think of. Something that from the start until the end, we weren’t able to & still could not define. You see, it’s not something that was brought about by anything, no reasons, it just happened. Just like that. 

Gahh! I dont know what to say now. Everything is inevitable, so peeps, when you have it or you’re in a most favorable & happy moments, you gotta make the most out of it, because once it’s gone you’ll regret that you let the chance pass without giving your all, but if you did give it your everything, you have a lot of happy times to reminisce & treasure for the rest of your life. Life is short peeps! xx

The health "Balance Sheet"

Our Birth is our Opening Balance.
Our Death is our Closing Balance.
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities.
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets.
Heart is our Current Asset.
Soul is our Fixed Asset.
Brain is our Fixed Deposit.
Thinking is our Current Account.
Achievements are our Capital.
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade.
Friends are our General Reserves.
Values & Behavior are our Goodwill.
Patience is our Interest Earned.
Love is our Dividend.
Children are our Bonus Issues.
Education is Brands / Patents.
Knowledge is our Investment.
Experience is our Premium Account.
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.

Disorganized.

Feeling so emotional that I don’t know where to go & how to deal with the soreness on the surface of my soul. It has been a difficult & emotionally weird these couple of days. Nothing is happening to me & I am not displaced, but it feels like the world around me is being shaken. I can’t think. I can’t breathe. I don't know/what to feel. Okay am ending this post abruptly! x

Undefined.

You listen to me when I speak whether what I say makes sense or not. 

You never try to change me.

You accept me for who I am.

Thank You for everything Mr.Lover.

09.05.

Our souls together are completely intertwined! Happy Anniversary Baby! xx

Tick Tock Tick Tock

It's already the month of May! My goodness it only seems like yesterday that the month of April started! Exams are coming up.Yikes! Been extremely busy lately. With work especially. I'm slowly dying by this torturous,time consuming work loads at work & traveling here & there to get some stuff sorted. So so soooo knackered & deprived of sleep.Gotta end my entry right here. Till then peeps! Chao! 

Heartbeat.

I love the fact that when I'm around you, I can be myself & not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. Your the one who clears my sorrow & wipes away my tears. Your the guy who makes me laugh & chases away my fears. I wish I could tell you how I feel but words cannot express the depth of love I have for you & each day is no less.

 ILY

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Life is a series of pulls back & forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. -Mitch Albom