Life's simple philosophy.

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Sooner or later we realize that we are not here to change ourselves, fix ourselves, improve ourselves or transform ourselves. We are simply here to meet ourselves, accept ourselves, love ourselves & just be ourselves.

Worth it.

Time in motion life's challenges. Living in this life has taught me a lot of lessons.If I want all that life has to offer,I will hold my head up high & expect to receive it. Imma give all that I have & then hold fast & believe that I can do it!

I will not accept whatever life has to offer me &I will never settle for less! I will get from life what I deserve & I will look to get it ALL. Let it be material things, love/just something in life which I hope for,I won't lower my standards because I know that I am worth so much more! -ℬℯℓℓℯ ℬℯℓℓℯ

My inner strength.

I know sometimes I'm like a child, I often disappoint you & you keep forgiving me. When I stumble & fall & need support & love desperately, you're always there for me. When I feel like giving up & letting go, you whisper to me, "You can get through this baby". 

You're the man who manages to hold my heart dearly & not break it. You're my best friend, my inner strength & the only man in this world I can afford to love so much (besides my dad & bro.) 

Quarter of a century.

Turning a year older tomorrow & hopefully a year wiser. I have learned that when I am true to myself I am happiest. There are people out there who are always there to love & support me for who I am. My parents, my bro, my better half & genuine friends.

I know that I need to embrace my childlike, feminine & slightly quirky attitude. However, those are the things that bring the most joy & laughter into my every-day life. Dear Lord, thank your blessings on me. Thank you for blessing me with a wonderful family & an amazing better half! Am beyond blessed & am truly grateful!

Cheers to another year of imperfections but with a better grasp on the woman I was created to be. 

Life never gives us another chance so enjoy

every moment of life like every day is a birthday

Doubts.

Have you even give up on something because you either thought you would never do well enough for it, or that it was too difficult and not worth all your time? I have. Also along the way I have started to doubt myself and everything I believe in. I have grown distant from the person that I once was, & have grown into someone who constantly tries to live up to expectations surrounding my studies & at the same time, trying to juggle responsibilities as well.  

Realization hits me that I've been giving in too much to my emotions lately. I question myself everyday if I'm good enough to explore the things that I've never thought I'm capable of, if I'm good enough to love myself, if I'm good enough to not let my parents down with their high expectations on me, if I'm good enough for YOU or simply, if I'm good enough to understand anything at all.

At times I just wanna run away from matters because of the insufficient courage I have & the lack of faith, especially in believing & hope.